THE LAST MOMENT OF MY LOVE (TRUSHNA)

Love.....love.....love.....

In Reality, The two and a half words of love can bring many changes in the life of a human being. The one who does not have love in his life, nothing is left in his life except for the Loneliness. That is why someone said-

"There is no life without love."

Love without love feels completely empty. Love gives man the pleasure of heaven even in hell. Love is God, love is pure, self-love, unchanging, love is ajar, love is immortal, love is eternal, love is truth, and love is beautiful. It was heard that nobody does love, falls in love.

At that time there was no one with me except my loneliness, a part of my dream, and endless hope. At this time, during the rainy season, while going to school soaked in rain, I saw a rose-like face and raindrops on her soft cheeks. It seemed like the rain was telling me about his fall, this is the moment you are looking for.

12 April 2009

Look at the irony of the time, I put all my attention on him and started thinking of his life as a joy, that it was a mistake, maybe it was God's will that we both meet. For an hour he kept looking and his laughter started shrinking, that day was a very beautiful moment. It seemed as if she has come into this world for me. When the rain stopped, I followed to meet him, but the fear did not go inside me. A dark art change was overshadowing me. Victory is ahead of fear, but fear did not stop me. A black cloud was stopping me. Told that this path is not right, you are allowed to go where you want to go, but leave the hope of coming. But Victor is ahead of fear, with the hope of victory; he goes into the swamp of love, neither thinking ahead nor back.

Back then in those days

Though that love is like a swamp after seeing it, everything becomes beautiful. Later trying to drown. In the end, I found ways to get out of my stupidity, I used to only dream but from that day started looking for both. A good time came when she came to me, tried thousand times to talk to him, but the fear of being lost subsided. I had never felt that I could get away from it. The man who never trusted anyone other than himself and was afraid to hear the girl's name all the time, today he is sitting in fear of losing the girl for himself. It was a very amazing moment.

It is said that whatever God does, it is good for humans. The sea itself has come near the river, no matter how afraid the river is today, to meet the sea. But even the thought of stepping into the sea like a deep sea has to be prepared for it. I did not think anything, hurriedly started coming close to him.

During the month of Rainy, there was a slight vibration in the freezing cold winds. At that time the voice of the cuckoo was echoing in my ears as if in spring it was not really the month of Rainy but the spring has not yet passed. Suddenly, when I saw the back, a beautiful angel was knocking on the door of my heart, I felt very strange at that time, remembered the advertisement "beta man mein ladu phuta". My mind used to be very confused about the border of happiness. I had never seen such a beautiful face; I was clearly seeing a lot written on his face.

Ohh,...it's happiness's sound

I was completely taken aback by her walking. I have not seen anything and no one in front of me and my back. There was no one without the two of us. Once upon a time, I used to see school as hell. But since that day when the queen of my mind entered the heart of the real goddess school of my heart's temple, every hell of that day passed away in heaven.

"Hi" - She said

"Hello"- I replied

Actually, I have been watching you for a long time, why are you staring at me? - ' She said'

I had done it in my mind, but she did not panic even a single thing, they told the full confidently.

I liked everything about him even if he did not give me a Revile until he said something.

Then she

- I asked you, why have you been staring at me for a long time?

I've - "No. I said with a sacred word. It seemed she would play in my band. I never talked to any girl

I used to live a simple life, if any girl is passing in front of me, then I used to run away from her. So how will the confidence come suddenly?

No! No! Having said that, - I left there.

After leaving there, I felt that whatever I did, did not correct, my conscience made me feel cowardly.

Not thinking of coming back, even then came back under the pad where I had left her. But I felt very bad.

 I did not expect that she would be there, what really happened, she did not know what happened to me,

She did not know, but understood so much! Heard well

I did not know anything about that girl, where did she come from? What's her name? Where is her house?

Nothing was known - yet she was very keen to meet her.

'Sorry' - I said

There I went away by not answering you, the truth, I am afraid to talk to any girl for this reason. It was nothing to see, I bowing head due to fear. I could not dare to see her. She asked very easily: Why are you not looking at me? 

Is this the question? -I thought my own mind when I told him everything when I have told her everything? Looked at him a little askew - one thing nobody could understand was that the girl who was talking without a scare and the boy on the other side is talking without bowing his head.

Instantly, I defeated all my fears to gain victory over him and took the guts to face and talk to the girls without fear.

'Will you befriend me' - she said.

I do not know your name, where are you from not even know, how can I befriend you? - I said with innocence.

Yes, I want to be a friend like you. I said before she was speaking.

And what’s your name please, hey I am Abhaya but everybody calls me “lilu” you can call me like you’re.

Stop! Stop! She was speaking quickly

I also here, give me a chance to say something.

"Nice to meet you"

And 'Abhaya'- I said and forward the hands to shaking.

She was also excited at that moment and a handshake 

By the way, what's your name?

"TRUSHNARANI" but everyone calls me Trushna. You can call me as you like.

It seems to be something that was going on in your heart. - Trushna said

Hearing the name 'Trishnarani', my heartfelt cold. Now we have a good friendship. As they get cold. Always lived in tried, I should not be afraid of girls but I could not give up fear.

It is said that god always stays with goodness.

poem TRUSHNARANI

Many friends in my circle were laughing with girls and walking around playing with those people. I was not interested in all that. I used to stay behind the book and paint. It is here that my a special friend taught me to talk to girls and confront them without any fear - that is only ‘Manoj’

Manoj is an interesting character. He always remains cool and makes everyone with happiness. All over school students are knows He is called Romeo. A number in studies and a number in evil both supported him.

What is the matter?

The new smell of new love- "Manoj said"

When did it start (with a smiley face), I understood that something bad is going to happen today.

Nothing, - I replied in a panic. We are just friends.

When did I say that it looks like something to you? - Manoj said.

We met today She was getting wet in the rain. I was watching her, so she came to talk to me and made a friendship - I replied

Really surprising. When I used to talk to someone, I was scared, but I talked to someone without fear and made a friendship for the first time it happened.

Congrats, - said Manoj.

I will always be grateful to him because he made me a hero. Told many things that day that I always follow in my life.

update on 18 May 2020

Our story is not over here, it has just started.

I befriended Trushna, but the friendship was less, I started to get very close too. The man who always takes care of his studies is leaving all and moving toward the evil path. I always tried to come first division in our class, but Manoj always had taken the first division all over the class. Even if I did not see Trushna once, my days were spoiled. I believed everything of his, even on that day, I came into the class and the teacher scolded me in front of everyone. If seen, on that day, I have done work like that, on speaking of Trushna had sneaked into another garden and brought the mango stolen. I did not care what I am reducing wrong.

I fulfilled her every wish and went wrong in front of everyone. I have not only made friendships, but I also maintained my love for her. But I did not know what is in his heart.

I just loved but could not understand his heart. One day I am waiting for her on the way to school because she was not from my village, a girl from a different village, her father was the head of a village, not yet, but there was a time when her rule was going on. At the end of the wait, it finally comes. She is coming on her pink color bicycle and ringing the bell I heard the sound.

Nervousness started becoming very sharp, a fragrant smell was signing at my heart's doorstep. The border of my happiness did not stop; it began to be twice as much. His coming and stopping by giving a break in front of me felt like an old black and white movie. I am getting to feel hero and my heroine for the first time at a bus stop, it has a different feel. I was completely successful. I just kept looking at him and smiled at the lips and welcomed her (It is known that this is sometimes true but it can happen in dreams).

Oy hero, what are you doing, let's have school time, don't you have to attend class? - Trushna said (Truth is here, she did not say anything. I was just dreaming.)

Just come out of the dream world,

Good Morning - Now Trushna Said (Really No Dream)

Heee... "Good morning" Showing teeth - I said.

Let's pray will be starting early, it will be good if it reaches soon, otherwise Master will give us punishment. I cannot withstand punishment. Hurry up. Said and Trushna left.

I didn't like him leaving. Everyone was watching me.

Even then I explained myself and left here.

As soon as I saw it, the prayer class was starting.  I reached in due time, otherwise, the teacher would have been there. The morning was sunny, the weather also got a little cloudy with a cool breeze in the morning, and the starting of autumn is very beautiful and full of looks. It was always pleasant in the morning class in this season, because the low cold temperament with the generosity of the ground is very pleasant.

I was having four months of love but never dared to tell Trushna. Probably could have said that I love you, she had to take care of the studies that had come during the half-yearly examination, now if I say something to her, she will bring fewer marks in the class and will not concentrate on her studies. Nothing stopped without saying. I tried to tell him as soon as the examination was over, yet luck did not give me a cache. Both I and she belonged to the 10th class and we have a board examination.

In our school, it was taught only up to class 10 then after that college. There is a rule in the school till December all the subjects were finished and after that, till one month and a half months, until the examination was started. The class was closed if everyone is in their own home otherwise they are entering a good institute Used to revise.

We both split up before we met.

It felt very bad that he could not say anything but he too did not care how much I love him.

Maybe she knows, I love her when all her friends know how she won't know. In school, there is a party of Farewell to offer blessings to teachers. I wrote a letter to tell him and asked him to give the book it and put it in his book. While leaving, I had told him once to open his book and give me the answer.

He said - Not yet Abhaya, will see you at home. Saying this, she left.

She didn't say bye and left. After a long will meet, just one time I want to speak something, please don't leave me. - I said.

I thought she would stop and talk to me. It would have been nice if has gone with a handshake. She did not even look once. She did not like my love. She just stopped being my friend. I loved him wholeheartedly; well she would forget him quickly, even if I could not see her for a day. But today it has not been easy for me to live without him.

Always remembered him. There was neither meditation nor study at all and was very broken just by remembering her. The examination started coming very close but his answer did not come. Based on his answer, 4 months passed and the examination was over. The examination center for both of us was different as well. I did not meet her. It was always painful in their mind that she did not meet me once.

She also never tried to meet.

Orissa (BSE) 10th (HSC) Results in 2010 to Be Declared on June 20

22 June 2010 Tuesday time 10:45 AM minutes

The result of the examination came. I was waiting for him that day. The morning had raised early and reached school. I will be very happy to meet Trushna today and my results will be out. Probably someone's eyesight fell on my love. I did not get both. Did not get Trushna nor did it get good results. All the students have passed and we have 25 students who have failed.

I did not have any difference in being a failure, but I had a lot of differences in Trushna. I could not understand what to do. I have failed class 10. I had never failed from my first class to class 9, but today I failed in class 10. Father abused a lot at home. I also spoke again to rejoin class 10. I felt very sorry. Never ever fails every today.

I gave all the blame to Trushna, because of her injury; I failed in class today and was not happy. It would be right to forget that, decided this, and rejoined the class.

Right now Abhaya became the same Abhaya as before. I did not like to talk to anyone. I went into a world where it is not possible to come back. After studying for the whole year, even the first division could not be brought into the class. When passed, just star Mark passed. Seeing my results, I never felt happy but did not give up.

We are from the middle class. For further studies, many people said to my father (my papa) how he will bring so much money for joining the college. Like a lot of studies, books dress a lot of expenses for that. How it will be managed Sabyasachi (my father's name is sabyasachi), - said some very intelligent person (which I call a redundant advisor).

The son did not bring the first division, yet why is he thinking of further studies, many people said to the father -

But Papa fulfills his son's wishes, although mothers and fathers are good to all, my mother and father are the best in the world, they brought all I asked for. At my behest, I got a college admission.

Admission to college after 10th.

A Third Grade student knows which college will allow for admission, which is easier to speak. A Longtime run away from college to others here and got admission to college. I joined the college by taking the science subject. Science subjects also have two options biology and geology but I did not take any suggestions. With a year of waste, my mind was a little weak. Otherwise, he did not take biology and took geology. The good thing from everyone, I got an admiration very happy that day. Next week I have to go to college and also prepare flowers for it. It is as if I am going to a different world where there will be all kinds of happiness for me. There will be many friends; there will be different types of people thinking that the happiness border was new.

Truly whatever God does is for our good. I always loved Trushna for one thing, but I was mistaken that she did not accept my love and had broken our friendship too. I did not miss it even once.

The thought of never meeting Trushna and leaving her far away from my life decided to do something different in my life and be successful.

Spent the whole 1 year and 4 months by the craving for Trushna but got no benefit, it just stumbled Reverse. The day I thought of forgetting him, moving forward, thinking that day came to a big fate in my life. It is said that neither can you find happiness with sorrow. But here he was getting Reverse with me.

it just seems ragging occurs more in college. Ragging happens in the college where I took admission, never thought of it. The first thing I did not know was what ragging is. Everyone came to know after going to college.

What I had never done in 2 years, I did it here in 30 minutes of ragging.

On entering the first day of college, a lot of New Students were seen standing like a train carriage box.

Didn't understand why he is standing, just went away after going some distance and see it is ragging. The first touch to all the new students, seniors students were very much enjoying that day.

A very interesting thing happened when I saw the boy ragging the girls and the boys ragging the girls. Maybe it would have been good to reverse it, but they do not say that every problem has to be faced to move forward in life. Following that point, I walked towards the entry gate of the College. All my friends went there to see the atmosphere. Got off to go back from here. I did not want to miss my first day of college and went inside without waiting.

Hello, Mr.  - it started echoing very sweetly.

Hello, Mr. black shirt - Someone was speaking angrily.

I did not understand anything that happened for some time, which was a bittersweet voice. Looked back around. On seeing this, their heart was hurt,

who never wanted to see in his life and had taken the first mistake of his life, today saw her in my college. I got shocked but could not do anything.

me - I looked at hers.

Yes, mister you - a lady of the college. The face was right but not true.

She was standing on the side, who took the first step to hate. I look like she is Trushnarani.

She pretended like I don't know who I am.

The only daughter of older people was, how can I love me? Love was rejected, and friendship was not maintained.

Hey - I said.

There was no reply from there.

I thought I forgot to talk. I did not finish it.

Why not of course - I said

What is your name? The first one was for me. He knows everything but still remains unaware.

Her friends probably did not know who I am, but this is the address and she will ask who you are, it hurts my heart. What was my fault?

I also stood there unaware.

I have asked you something did not answer - Divya said.

Divya is an interesting character. She is always doing some back and forth. she knows everything It is a habit for all people to remain unaware.

Yes, my name is Abhayananda and I have joined here first-year science, today is my first day - I said

I did not mind saying. Said in force. Otherwise, seniors' egos would have become hot.

A good name (like the first time you heard the name Abhaya)

Hey, finish it fast and the number is also set. Another friend of Trushna said.

Yes! Yes! Of course, - Trushna say

What do you like- Trushna said.

You all know then why I said this question.

Now only you have to give an answer, answer as much as you are asking. Smooth jasmine said that she does not know properly and it's her fault to remove all the problems of others.

Absolutely happy, I like to sing, read, write, paint, I am zero in playing - I said.

Like to write - Trushna said.

Everything of his seemed like taunting me.

Yes, I like to write- I said angrily. 

It looks like you can remember it.

What do you write a story or poem - Trushna asked.

I can write both and I can say it if you want to listen then I speak.- I said

So tell me, how do you speaking? - Trushna taunts me

Okay, but no one will mind my confession or someone will say badly, I want a hint - I said

What hints do you need, you can say anything. - Divya said.

Okay, and I said my confession,

"The first year first touch

Fall in love with you,

I look like an angel

As much as seen in this world.

I saw your eyes as an angel

Took my mind,

I was looking for my dream girl

Luck brought you.

Was looking thirsty in this desert.

Was looking for water

First touch at first touch

Fall in love with you,

Seeing your look

Roses and kite feel jealous today

Mad bee in your body today

Does rain of Youth."

What it was - Trushna said.

Which has been in me for 2 years?

Hey all, Trushna leave them and come soon. The professor is coming. - Said Divya and left here.

Trushna also left with her. She was watching me again and again while leaving. She was feeling like regressing in the opposite direction.

Smiled and said a gesture I love you- I said.

Here Trushna was not my classmate, she was my senior. After finishing the class I went to meet Trushna but refused to meet her. It was not easy for me to forget that. Admittedly I am angry and do not hate her, but love is no less. The more I hated her, the more I fell in love, meaning his hatred became my love.

Perhaps she would not have met again, nor would I have longed for her love again,

No matter how much I show the world I hate him, how can I convince myself that I hate her? At first, she did not know that I love him yet he came to know how much I want her. How will she get away from me now?

One month, he never got a chance to meet. Always stayed away from me, I did not believe every friend told her to meet him; he did not listen to anyone. I was suffering every day to see him, I just wanted to talk to her once but she did not give me a chance. One month passed, but she did not give me a single chance. There used to be another good in the college, which was 6 months and used to allow every student there. Once a year a magazine named “Tarangini” used come out, in which every college student used to show his mind and his talent.

I also entered my name into it. In the first year of college, for the first time I got a chance to write poems, I did not want to lose my chance. During the first ragging time in the college, I had told poem and he was allowed to print two poems named 'Saathi Bihen Saathi' & Trushnarani I did not think that that life could bring good life.

Which I had not been able to do for 6 months, today I showed it by writing a poem. Exactly 2 months later, 'Tarangini' was published and 10 colleges in the district along with our college sold the book. And given all the good reviews as well. The college's annual function used to be during the time of Ganesh Puja, that year too, the annual function took place 5 days after Ganesh Puja, and the Tarangini was published during that function.

used to give gifts to someone whose poem and the story have become popular. Tarangini brought my life very happy because I had posted my love story "Trushnarani" in that book. Wrote during ragging on the college's first day. Today he came as my lover. Tarangini was released in the follower function.

The funs by broadcasting the story to all the students in the function. I had also read my poem while listening to both "Saathi Biheen Saath" and "Trushnarani" whistling with applause, shouting all the bliss and the sound of "Trushna Rani" poem when the stage was said and the voice started doubling and all ' Trushna ... Trushna ... Trushna shouted'.

I can never forget my life the moment that stage gave me. In the end, I also got a gift and was named and honored as Junior Writer in the name of the best poem. On that day, the whole college was in a happy palace but there was a girl not happy about my success.

Trushna was scared to see the poem in her name, everyone will start taunting her and dying her life was like. I also felt wrong about the way I propose. Trushna came to meet me and could not speak in front of everyone. So I took it away with him. The whole college on one side, i and Trushna on one side. To know what is going on in his mind and why he called me, I went to the canteen of the college with Trushna. That was the best of all, there was no one to disturb upon.

What have you done? (Like raindrops coming out of the rain, tears were coming out of Trushna’s eyes) Crying - said Trushna.

Till today I had never seen Trushna weeping, seeing her cry, I could not forgive myself and my own eyes started coming. But I took care of his pain.

Why you are weeping- I said.

I had never cried properly but did not know on that day that I did not come to tears. Tears were not visible. My intention was not to make her cry nor to insult her. I just posted the words of my mind.

Should not have done this, never thought that after listening to that, how will I see all these students. My life will be difficult and if my will father knows, then they can reach an action. I have never loved you. You gave me a letter at school but still did not read that. I did not dare.

I think you are just a friend and there is no point in that.

If my friendship is love then you were wrong, what is my fault for that. I did not speak to you to love. -Trushna kept saying all this and I kept listening.

Sorry. If you have been hurt then - I said.

I became a complete stone to listening to his words. I did not understand what to do and how to explain that there is a special place in my heart for him. I could not understand anything, both of my hearts broke and I felt the ground of my feet slipping and I sat on top of the chair.

I had thought to do it all my life in your name. I wanted to give you a life that you would never have imagined, and ever since I have seen you, you are the one you see everywhere. In your departure, I could not even do my studies properly and it failed in its result. You are my everything, if you are nothing the I am nothing, it has been 3 years since today, I would have loved you, but never said, and fear always stopped me. Maybe you will agree if I do. I was trying to hate you, but you met me again on the first day of college. If you had talked with me on that day, it would have been different, from that day till today you have never had a chance to talk, and today, “Tarangini” gave me a chance and through that, I spoke to you with my heart. I can do more in it. Yes, if there is no place for me in your heart, okay I will try to not broadcast it more. This poem was my feelings but I will keep it in a poem.

- I went from the canteen to the top of the stage.

Excuse me, sir, I want to say something Please give me a chance, I said

-but eye not considered it. Tears cannot stop flowing constantly like falling rainy rain and wetting my shirts. Finally got a chance to speak on stage. At that time, my life was going to lose the moment that I never wanted to lose and made something different memorable.

I did not know to make excuses, but the support of the excuse stood on the stage, the tears were not getting reduced, and the sweat gave me to hide the tears. Mildly tears up and stands in front of the focus light. Everyone shouted to happy again and once more.... and once more.... got to hear the voice.

Trushna is a feeling, I said with a serious voice. Not a girl, whom I said through my poem, yes I have loved or otherwise, it would not hurt me. Only a lover can know the pain of not getting love. Trushna is too many words that we also call thirsty, in my poem; I understand the meaning of thirst for the poem.

Who has been wandering in the desert for a long time, becoming thirsty for love and he falls in love with an illusion? The one who promises to eradicate my thirst and I sit on his hope, today that hope gets broken and I am remembering him again to be thirsty.

If the illusion of love goes to his heart, whose fault will it be? The truth is everyone is running back of illusion today for getting his love, no one knows the person who is running after her today is an illusion. Every lover's dream is not a reality. If you want to get true love, and then love the hearty person with heart, no patient never owns, but everyone likes to show off. Today, even after seeing the girl I loved, I told my poem that she was a reality, but I was painless, but that girl was not a reality, it was an analog. Maybe today, if someone would listen to someone who loved me, he would have believed the truth.

"Sorry"! I said.

I dare to say something else. Forgive me for the happiness of you people, I told you a poem, but you took it in real life, it is not real, it is reel life. "Trushnarani" may be in the name of my poem, with no real meaning in anyone's life. There will be many girls named Trushna, who did not write that poem while showing the girls. It can only be a writer's guess, not the character of someone's life, nor the means of proposing to someone. It is only a poem and an obituary of my honor and nothing else. Like all of her, do all the fun, rather than thinking of the true character of someone's life. Thanks -I said walking back from the stage.

Hearing this, Trushna ran to come close to the stage and see me; her cry was not seen by me. I do not want to hurt anyone; I do not want my heart to break my heart. Gone. And I returned.

After the function was over, my friends asked many types of questions, but I did not have the spirit to tell them all. Nothing felt good that day, nor did I like to eat or sleep properly. I started to remember only Trushna, her cry, and she did not love me both.

3 days after the college's magazine

The college also had one thing going on in the mind of all the students, 'Trushnarani'. Everyone wanted to meet the writer of Trushnarani. Before I went to college, no one knew who Abhaya was. Today the entire college is missing Abhaya. When I entered college, everyone said hello to me, wishing for a good morning. And congratulation also has given. The first time I felt like a celebrity. 6,7, college students also came to meet me with our college. This happened but it was so much earlier than I thought. Trushna was feeling sad about my happiness. On one hand, I started getting respect and on the other, I started irritating Trushna. I could not bear it and finally, she came and said to me.

If you do nothing, then I will be disrespected. Everyone is taunting me with the Trushnarani poem. - Trushna said.

Why you are taking tension, no one will tell you- I said.

After saying this I went back from there. Peons of college called me. The principal calling you just now. I did not go to the head office in a day by the time I reached, everything was fine but upon reaching there was shocked.

There is already Trushna's father along with some people from the village and has filed a complaint in my name that I have written directly about her daughter and 10 are thinking badly about her daughter in college, my daughter Will not be able to see this. I understood this whole story can never be about Trushna's father, but if there is a hero, then a villain is also necessary, who doing all this.

Before that, I would like to say something about my college. Our college has only +3 arts, if you want to study +3 science then you have to join a different college. And all colleges always have two sides, a separate set of arts and sciences. But in our college, there is only one two-part group, but students in science have two parts, biology on one side and geology on one side. If the geology student did something, the biology students were jealous. Here both groups have also given their names. “Omkar” Group of Biology and “Friendship” Group of Geology. Here, the story of Trushna's father is given some words for the “Omkar” group, by speaking their words. But the “Friendship” Group also has some respect in that college, because the Friendship Group always helps the poor, always takes care of the environment. Therefore, if anyone goes against the friendship group, only college students will ring its bell. But here was the case of a girl, nobody came.

Less study here, but more is learned to go on the wrong path - Trushna’s father said to the principal.

I do not hear properly what you saying please repeat again- ‘Principal said.’

Taking the name of my daughter, someone wrote a poem and is harassing her very much, my daughter is not able to lift her head and you do not know anything. - Said Trushna’s father.

Everyone knows, before anyone does anything here, I know that later someone else comes to know - said the Principal.

But what you have brought complaint here today is going to be a waste of your time. The reason is that the Trushnarani poem is not based on taking the life of a girl; it is a poem that is based on the mind of a writer, but the character of a character. All have come to study or not ruined, the college is the form of a temple, and everyone goes here for a good education. There is not only one college where the book 'Tarangini' has been released, they are giving all the congrats but you have brought the complaint. I have called a student who is writing this kind of poem, you will see it a lot, and will understand its true meaning

- The principal said to Trushna’s father.

Come, both Abhaya and Trushna, you also come. - The Principal called inside the office.

Good morning head - I said.

Good morning head - also called Trushna.

Anyone who has craved you so far has been talking with you in some way.

Ever since the Tarangini release, you have faced some problems now

-The Principal asked Trushna.

No sir, not a problem - Trushna said

If the daughter is not there, then I came to know,

By taking your name, this student has done the accounting. And you are saying nothing happened. How can I say that tomorrow nobody will be bad to you? You can say otherwise, why did your friend tell me that you loved a boy and told me through that confession. - Trushna’s father said.

Papa someone has given you a wrong message, it will not do anything, due to which I will have to be sorry. -Trushna said. Trushna, you shut up, today the decision is made, this boy proposed to you, He does not love you, today I will leave here only after taking out the ghost of his love if do not remove that poem, I will complain in the police. Everyone respects me very much in my village; no one is allowed to stain my honor. 


–Trushna’s father said.

- Trushna’s father angrily said.

Uncle, you are right. If someone stains on your honor, it will be wrong. But you see that only your daughter's name is not Trushnarani; there will be many girls of that name. And the poem that I have is a feeling, not a reality if you want to turn it into a reality as you wish. - I said.

You shut up! What do you know; nothing happens by loving that my daughter should be supported. And what do you want to prove to the world of such a poem article, that you are a girl who expressed love through a poem? Son improves yourself, otherwise, it will have a bad effect.

Sir, you cannot say anything to my students in front of me, without proving his fault, he has written his poem, you are taking his fault on yourself, Trushna explains to your father - the principal said.

Okay, sir - Trushna said and took his father from here and went out.

Trushna explained to her father a lot and sent him back home.

Abhaya you know why the father's anger is today - said Trushna.

No - I said.

Only for your poem is nothing others, he does not want any wrong effected on his daughter. He even brought his love to me. You must have thought about how my father came to know that, you do not know today, Trushnarani has become famous. Only for your poem. I started speaking all over the college. But I have not told you anything yet, I know why I have not done anything against you - Trushna said, I am seeing my love well in his eye.

Trushna left after the second half of the college. It was not 10 minutes that the students of the Omkar group came and started threatening me, I went to know. Trushna is a member of the Omkar group, and then all this is happening. I did not have any chance, the opposite happened, I started getting better day by day, and every girl and boy in the whole college became an icon. My life started well since then.

From the beginning of college to 6 months and 3 months after Tarangini, Trushna did not give me any reply, did not give me a good time to talk to me. But my love doubled, seeing him everywhere at all times. I spoke in many ways but got "no". I'm not satisfied to study in my college, though I would do college. Then I finally decided, wanna change the college. 

If someone goes out of college in the first year, it becomes very difficult to enter him into another college, yet I had taken a risk because I could not see Trushna anymore, seeing her,

her love made a home in my heart and sits down here,

it becomes difficult to live without her for a moment.

Saw Trushna, she started liking being alone for many days, did not want to talk to anyone.

Day went to college on Monday and went to him to talk to Trushna but his group did not let me talk. I could have taught the Omkar group a lesson there, but Trushna was there, so I did nothing.

Trushna, I want to talk to you for some time, you can come to the canteen for some time - I said to Trushna.

Okay, see you after half an hour - Trushna said.

It was half an hour and a half an hour but he did not come. I just am waiting to wait. Finally, she came 2 hours later, I was feeling happy that she was coming but also was sad to get away from him.

Hey, Sorry is a little late- Trushna said.

It's ok, no mention - I said

Would you like to have coffee or tea - I asked.

No, coffee would be good, as well as cookies - Trushna said

I liked her speaking, always wanted to see her speak. Today, his agility deepened my heart even more.

It was nice that you gave me time, I could go in without talking to you, finally gave me a chance to talk on time, so thank you. - I said.

Mean last time - Trushna said. At that time was seeing the fear in his eye, and was very nervous to hear about my departure.

Yes, I am going to leave college, and I do not want to torture you

If somebody tells you anything because of me. I cannot hear it. Now you are free from today, my love can never haunt you anymore.

I cannot live here for a moment, whenever I come to college, it is my heart to see you, I want to be close to you, and I cannot control myself. Forgive you so much. And anytime I will not show you my face. I wish we hadn't met

- I said.

There was no courage to say all this, but the broken heart does not hurt anymore, forced to say. Inside wept a lot but did not dare to show up. At that time, it was just praying to God that Trushna once spoke to me, 

I love you.

You know Trushna, 3 years ago when I saw that you were going to school while getting wet in the rain and stayed under the mango tree near the school,

At that time I love to see you,

At that time, what was love is not known?

But after meeting you and befriending you, what was love really?

You beat me at every moment and made me a courageous person, if I did not talk to you for a moment, then I would have felt as if you had not spoken for a year. Not even a single day has stopped without seeing you.

Every time I was waiting for you to come, since you saw me, I have given a place in my heart,

Still keep that place in my heart for you, I cannot give to sit this place to any other person.

Didn't know what the real purpose of life is when I came to speak of love, then you brought me to the end of the friendship, assuming that friendship only starts with real love,

When you once said to eat mango, I used to run without wasting even a single moment to bring mango, I did not feel like fear, because of your love always with me.

I saw the day that tears came from your eyes while the teacher abused me in school, You had hidden it, at that time I understood that you too have fallen in love, if there is no love then no one is suffering so much for a friend. Only love is real.

On the day of Ganesh Puja at the school, when you said that you have to go out on the mountain, I was afraid and you went without telling me, but I went behind you. I did not think about why I am doing all this; you might have come to know that I have gone. I feel hurt if anything happens to you. And even today, this love is not allowing me to stop here; today I am living alone. You are not talking to your friends, you go away from them. I can't hurt you even for a second. I think you cry only for me and mistake.

Sorry, I have caused you so much trouble. - I said

Sorry, I should say, I have given you a lot of trouble, but I have given a lot of trouble in the unknown. I cannot see you broken, please, never tell leave this college, otherwise, I can never be happy.

Always your remembering will haunt me. That day when you gave me a letter at the school's Farewell party, I was very nervous because at that time we were not even there to love, if my father would have known, they would have made my life difficult, I went home and did not read that letter, Hadn't read it yet,

But after Tarangini was released, I read and fell in love with you, but fear was stopping me. The Omkar group student told my father, Trushnarani poem, who wrote in my name and proposed to me. I was very happy to see you at the first meeting of college, everyone will think wrong, that's the reason did not talk here and it has been 8 months, I have stopped talking to you, I am having a lot of trouble, please do not leave me, I am in your I can't live without you, you are my life, I can't think a moment without you.

I love you very much - Trushna said

After listening to Trushna, I felt very happy that I have reached heaven.

And I want to hold and give her two or three kisses on her lip, both handled themselves and moved from the canteen. The solitary place of the college, where I could get a good hug and could talk two to four things. But in college, there is no opportunity to talk; 3 years ago pain was cured in an instant by listening to Trushna's talk. I had never thought that Trushna would say yes, God gave me one such Miracle, everything went well and I did not need to leave college. Having gone mad in happy, left the class, and spent all day sitting with Trushna, it was not known when it was evening.

You will do all the things right now or you will keep something for tomorrow, I will not leave you, except for you, the whole life will be together, no matter how much trouble you face. Now let's finish class, we have to go home too, please let's go- Trushna said.

And stay together for some time, please don't feel good without talking to you, I was very broken, but you handled me at the right time. I said.

Tomorrow will talk well, today is not the time, and if someone sees it, they shall not waste any time I send a message to my father.

Say one thing, I said in Trushna.

Say one thing, even if you speak a thousand things, I will listen - I said.

You write it well. Learned from where - Trushna said

After you left, I lost a lot of memory, always remembering you,

I could not be focused on my study, having first division in class, failed and I got to fail. And started writing. It has never happened that I have not remembered you, you used to be seen everywhere every moment. Staying immersed in your memory every moment as if it had become routine. I thought I would forget you and manage yourself. If I had known that you are also in this college, then I would never take admission here. And loses you, anything will happen from today I promise you I will never leave your hand and will face all your pain along with every sorrow. - I said.

Let's meet tomorrow, Divya is coming here - said Trushna.

Hi, Abhaya. Finally, both of you are together. I knew that in the first meeting with both of you, I felt something strange after listening to you.

When Trushna came forward for ragging, I saw love for Trushna in your eyes. I wanted to ask Trushna for a long time, but after the arrival of Tarangini, everything became clear,

The way you look at Trushnarani's poem and Trushna started by looking at you in your eyes. That you love Trushna wholeheartedly. - Divya said.

Trushna also loved... Divya was saying but Trushna closed her mouth with her hands.

By Abhaya meets tomorrow Trushna said and goes with Divya.

Bye -I said (did not feel like leaving Trushna.)

When Trushna heard about my departure, she spoke about her heart. My heartfelt cold, 3 years later she told me. Got the love for which I was wandering for 3 years today. When I saw looks like happiness was returned.

It was not night, but I was sitting and waiting for the morning, even on that day, time was not given to me. It made the night very long. Every moment of the night started to look like a year. It was 2:30 at night. I suddenly heard the sound of the door knocking. When I saw it, my dad was in front.

Have not slept yet know how much happened night? Turned on in the light of the room, did not turn off, early Sleep Morning also have to get up early. Didn't go to coaching class today, don't you intend to go too? - Dad said.

Did not sleep if I could not sleep Ok I will sleep you sleep - I said.

It is not my habit to sleep by turning off the light at night. Whenever I used to sleep, Mother always switched off the light and went away. Even today had come but I refused?

I did not sleep all night, I did not know how I fell asleep after 4 o'clock in the morning, it was like 6: 30 minutes, and I was awake when my mother came to wake up me.

Don't you want to go to coaching today? Slept till now, if dad finds out today you have not gone to coaching. So Papa will abuse.

Even after coaching was delayed, coaching did not go today. After drinking morning tea, I got ready for college. I never used to go to college early but arrived early on that day. After going to college, I started looking for Trushna. Searched everywhere but Trushna was not found. It was the morning to midday and evening but the Trushna did not come. Was very wrong thinking in mind? Promised to stay forever and never to think wrong of that promise. I asked his friend, and no one could give the right answer, no one said, I do not know, some said that Divya would know about Trushna. I did not meet him for a long time. After hearing all the answers, I finally met Divya.

Hey Divya! Today your friend did not come to college. Why?

Friend! (Friend a word never heard of it as if she was searching a lot). Friends, everyone has come, what are you talking about. -Divya said

They don't make fun of me, you know what I'm talking about, - I said.

Today, Trushna has not come; you are not talking about it. - Yes, why would you talk about it - Divya said while doing drama?

I have been talking about Trushna. Please speak about why Trushna has not come today. - I was too early to hear from him. I did not want to miss a moment.

Today his father refused to come to college, the reason is not known. I went to her house and Trushna was ready to come to college, but her father refused, saying that some guests are going to come. I felt something special after seeing his mother. Otherwise, she never stopped till college but stopped today. - Divya said that she had become serious while saying that it was as if she was hiding something and was not telling the truth.

I want to meet him. Should I go to meet him? I said.

My talk was not over, Divya said in the middle, "Have you gone mad", will go to her house to meet her. If his father finds out then he will do wrong with you, so please leave it to go and wait till tomorrow. Tomorrow Trushna College will definitely come. -Divya said.

Let's go to Abhaya, I will meet Trushna, I will tell her and her number is written in your diary. Look at Page No. 285 left side. - Divya said.

I opened my diary and saw page number 285, in fact, there was written Trushna’s number here as well as her heart symbol. - When all this happened, who said, and how to know Divya that 285 Page Trushna’s mobile number is written and how. - I was surprised.

It is said that if love is always from both sides, it is good and that love is not seen by anyone, always becomes immortal for the day.

Trushna tells me her all secrets. She never hid anything. What happens she maybe tells her mother and father but she definitely tells me? Why I don't know so much, but finding friends like him is difficult in the world. I want to be happy every moment and we are both very good friends.it has a great gift of god for me.

Nobody knows this thing except you and Trushna, who will tell you right now. You know when you gave a letter to Trushna at the farewell function of your school. -Divya said.

Yes, I gave a letter but he did not read - I said.

Yes, true, she did not read but seeing you on the very first day of college, she did not want to rag you, we force him. I did not know who you are. After you got ragging, he told me that you had told him and how long did you know him. She felt very bad. There was a lot of Shout on us. Go home that day and took care of your letter and read it out. And after reading the letter, she calls me and tells me everything that she loves you.

Please you will speak again, I asked Divya. I heard but asked to hear again.

From the day Trushna read your letter, Trushna fell in love with you. And on the second day, he came to you to tell you, but the Chief of Omkar Group "Amit" stopped him. Amit threatened him a lot, that if Trushna loves him, he will tell the whole thing to her father. And Amit hates you long ago when both of you met sees in coaching.

Amit! Oh, T. Amit Kumar. Yes, I know it - I said.

Amit is currently Chief of Omkar Group. And he hates all the friends of the Friendship Group and you too. Trushna is part of the Omkar Group. There was no way in front of him to meet you. She tries to meet you every day for 8 months but could not meet you.

And you also used to try to meet Trushna every day. You were not getting Trushna from you. It has been 8 months since she loved you but no one could meet anyone. I was suffering for a long time; I did not see her pain, so I come to talk to you. Then Trushna stopped me. I want to propose to my first love. She just kept waiting. After you arrived in poetry "Tarangini", Trushna was very happy that day. And it was all in her heart to propose to you. As you cry on the stage her eye also fills in the tears. If not all of this is love. On the day of the annual function, you went to the college canteen with Trushna; I do not know what happened to both of you. But whatever happened that day, Trushna did not do it, Amit did it. - Divya said crying.

If she had tears in his eyes, how could I stop myself? Pain on one side and happiness on the other side. That she had waited for 8 months, but I was saying that I have waited and I have also suffered in pain. You came from the college canteen and spoke again about the Trushnarani poetry on the stage. Remember that day; Trushna had a lot of trouble, why you were heartbroken. Let sees you cry on the stage and you speak. That’s the time she was going to say 'I love you in front of everyone, well I stopped her, otherwise, she would have been very shameful.

Abhaya. Lovers like Trushna and a boy like you are perfect for Trushna. The love of both of you cannot be seen by anyone. This is my prayer to my God you both are made for each other. Today someone has come for Trushna. So her father stopped coming to college. - Divya said and kept listening. I was completely shocked and could not understand what to do.

Abhaya. In your diary, Trushna’s mobile number Trushna herself wrote on the day of the college's annual function.

Thanks -Divya, if you were not there today, how could Trushna hardly share her pain.

As much as you did for Trushna, thank you very much - I said.

Abhaya I think Amit tortures Trushna very much, Amit is Trushna’s cousin. For that, Trushna’s father had spoken about Trushnarani poetry. Otherwise, Trushna’s father never comes to college.

I have to go, Abhaya is happening - see you tomorrow with Trushna. Said - Divya and went away. Said while leaving. Today, do not go to Trushna’s house, call her mobile 'OK'.

Okay! Thanks, Divya – I said.

Came home at dusk, Papa started shouting at home. Why did the coaching class not go today? I had heard yesterday also did not go. Why haven't you been going for two days, don't you want to go to classes? If you do not want to go then speak. He shouted a lot but I could not hear anything. All the attention was on Trushna. Just wondering what would have happened today?

Sorry, dad! I will go from tomorrow, I have not been able to wake up in the morning because of this - I have answered the dad.

If you sleep early at night, then sleep will open, till 2 o'clock last night, I was studying what was working. Sleep early in the night and sleep will open early in the morning. - Dad said.

Yes, dad. I will take care of it. - My answer was.

After going to the room, I immediately brought the mobile and opened page number 285 of my dairy. Dialed Trushna’s number and kept looking at the green button. Was restless in mind, yet started thinking what would happen if Trushna’s father would know? At 9 o'clock at night, the call was redialling again, the call was ringing, someone was waiting to receive the phone call after 3 times ringing the phone then call was received.

Hello!

After being silent for some time, I said, I am a little scared, what should I say, I didn't understand anything

Listening to my ‘HELLO’ words someone said 'who is speaking?'  Sounded like an adult woman. And without answering, I cut the call. Her mother received the phone.

After some time, the time was 9:25 minutes, called again, this time listening without panic, after ringing 6 times,

Hello! Who is!

Hearing the voice, the heartfelt relief to hear that voice, how I can forget that voice that I have promised to live with lifelong. A little tear was coming out of her eye.

Hi, my reply came immediately after hearing "hi".

It was running for 3 months; I was waiting for your call every day - Trushna’s voice.

I was getting restless, I made a big mistake, I have Trushna’s number for 3 months but I don't know. Beat me a little bit.

Sorry, I just got it today. Why didn't you come to college today? Promised to meet. - I said.

Sorry, I should say sorry, actually told Amit Papa something yesterday, so Father refused to go to college. I want to meet you; there is not a moment to wait. Please! Papa and mother have gone to the party today. I am unaware of the matter and I am afraid of the night at night, so I have called Divya, she is coming. I want to see you - Trushna said crying.

Her cry was injuring me even more. Immediately I called my friend and both of them went to Trushna’s house on his bike. Trushna’s house was 6 kilometers from my house.

Dad will refuse to leave the house at night. A friend's birthday party was made as an excuse and went out of the house. Trushna was on the call, she heard it all, and then Trushna said. No, it is not enough for Abhaya night; it will not be good to come so far.

My answer was - I have got out of the house and will be there in just 15 minutes.

I was very happy to see the happiness on their face of Trushna.

While talking, it is not known when I have reached her home. How will I do it? I am under your house? It will have to come through the wall by jumping. Or on the door. Said a little laughing.

Wait I am coming - Trushna said and opened the door. Come soon, if someone sees it then it will be messed up.

As I entered her room, she was waiting for a long time before she would take me in her arms and erase her pain. And my desire was fulfilled by going there. As I went inside the room, she came and ran her body on me and collapsed on my neck. She gets to cry and her Tear eyes wet my entire shirt. My chest pain also disappeared due to her hugging me. Trushna became the only meaning of my life. Trushna’s love gave me happiness that I had never thought of. I did not see who is around, kept hugging her.

Trushna, nothing will happen to you, I have come - I said and gave a kiss on his forehead. Tears welled up in her eyes, and he got a little relief.

Hold on, just do it a bit shy, Madam, we are standing here. - My friend Prashant said.

Prashant came with me on his bike.

What to be ashamed of - Sir, Divya said. When two lovers are meeting after a long day, do not disturb them.

We also stand here, spare me some time too - Divya said.  And Prashant also got a hug from Divya. I did not understand anything. Why is Prashant doing this? I told Prashant what he is doing.

By my gesture, Trushna came to know and turned my face to her face and was not taking the name of leaving.

Trushna, Divya, and Prashant are watching now,

Please give me some time to stay in your arms. I am feeling very good.- Trushna said.

Trushna, it has been 15 minutes, leaves Abhaya now,

Then fill it in your arms with full vigor and will not ask for a drink it till now. - Divya said

Trushna's fervor a little and left me.

What happened? - I said.

No nothing - thanks - Trushna said with her moist eyes.

Come in, took me to her room, as well as called Prashant inside.

I stopped at a question. And nobody gave me the right answer.

Both Prashant and Divine. - asked Trushna.

Both love each other for 2 years. Trushna said.

Both Divya and Prashant have been in love for 2 years and I don't know. I started thinking.

Abhaya, Divya, and I have been in love for 2 years, it is not a matter. Caused many times to tell you but did not get a chance. Sorry man - Prashant said.

Even though Divya could speak to me, you also did not tell me.

Meaning we two lovers are in one room - will see someone us then what they will think, will stop here tonight but how will we go to morning. I said panicking.

Nothing will happen now, don't take tension. Have you eaten or not? - asked Trushna.

I have not eaten, I feel very hungry,

It would be good if you food me. I said with great love.

Yes, now there is nothing but I will make it, let's go Divya - Trushna and both of them went to Kitchen.

I Went along with both and seeing me go, Prashant too went with me.

What are you both doing here, told you to sit there; Trushna and I are coming to make something to eat - Divya said while shouting.

Prashant left from there listening to Divya, I think seems very afraid of Divya.

Both of you will work alone and we will be bored sitting there, if I stay here and do a little work then I will get a chance to talk and I will not get bored. - I said

No, Abhaya, you let us both do it. -Trushna said

Sure, both of you cook, why would we be bored here, going, if there was to be bored then the house itself was good.

No! No! You wait here It would be good to do a little help. - Trushna said.

We were talking all night that day and it was not known when the morning happened. When the alarm rang at 5:30 am on my mobile, it was detected morning, and from there I was back. However, I came back before anyone saw it. I was not willing to come from there, if he does not come back, then in the morning, the father of Trushna will come to know and people will be in a panic.

Bye, Trushna! See you in college and if one thing does not come to the college even today, I will come straight to your house - I said and came back to my house from there.

the story did not end...

note:-
the full story will be updated soon and thanks for reading with interest.